I have so much to write about and so many photos to upload.

This was from a couple of weeks ago when we went into Wells to hunt for new buttons for my cardy and other goodies. Boyo stopped in the florist and picked me out a rose in every colour they had (:

Last week we were in London for a few days hence why I haven’t been on much and since then I’ve been working non stop! 

Friday is my Summer Ball. In the morning I’m getting my hair cut and vintage styled in my favourite shop in Bristol (which now has a hairdressing floor ;]). I’m so excited I haven’t had my hair cut in an age I just do it myself! Boyo is coming too to get his done and then we’re heading to Bath to get ready in a hotel on the river! One I have always always always wanted to stay in! On the other side of the river are rape seed fields that are bright yellow! I’m excited (:

I hate it here. All I get is aggro. I don’t talk because if I do I get it in the neck for some reason or the other. It’s always questions and nagging. It’s not like I have siblings to take some of it or to talk to instead. I have to take the rap for everything. I’m so run down but this constant pressure I can’t sleep properly and I feel on edge in what’s supposed to be my home. It’s getting to the point where I can’t even physically make myself talk more than a word or two cos I’m so scared of starting an argument and it ending in me having a panic attack.
Just needed to vent, sorry dash.

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